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I know it's been a long time and no one probably checks this anymore...personally, I don't blame them...I
wouldn't either..I guess for me, blogging isn't a daily thing...nor is it a weekly thing or monthly for
that matter...I feel no urge to blog if I have nothing worthwhile to say...well, it's not like I have
anything worthwhile to say today...I just felt like blogging...more so because I am totally
procrastinating on working on my report but I want to look as if I am working on it and typing away...why
is that? I work so much better when I'm stressed...maybe its the fact that I know I will have it done in
time for my deadline because I don't mind busting my butt to do this...especially since I like my PM. I've
been in Chicago working the last couple of days...I have to say that I love it here...I love our office
here as well as most of the staff...well, actually, only a few staff members, but still...I like the vibe
here so much more than in Detroit...I'm gonna be sad to leave it...I'm also excited that I get to hang out
w/ Porta (thanks Porta for letting me always crash) and his Chicago folk...and I have Rico to take the L
with me to/from work so that I wouldn't get so lost (thanks Rico)...and I'm excited to be going out
tonight....it's been such a long time...like months and months...I feel so out of the loop in this whole
going out deal...it used to be so easy...now, I just feel old...like yesterday, I went shopping with Rico
to get some clothes for tonight with...I saw so many cute things, but can I get away with it? I really
don't think so...maybe cause I'm not on the prowl anymore and haven't been in many years...however, I did
find an outfit...and I think it's really really hot...which is why I'm excited about going out...I go
through these spurts...there are times when I just want to sit and do nothing, but nope, not
tonight...there's a part of me that wants to go out to see if I still have "it"...you know the feeling
when you're single and you look really hot (or think you do) when you're out and about and guys gravitate
to you? well...that's never really happened to me...usually scary guys approach me, but still, I'm being
approached and I feel attractive...sometimes I miss that feeling...and I wonder if I still have "it" (Ryan
thinks I do, but I'm not so sure, he's rather biased on these matters)...not that I would ever in a
million years trade what I have now for anything else...my life as it is is exactly what I want...