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so right now I'm waiting for my laundry to finish, so I can finish packing.

lorie came home tonight, she surprised me by taking an earlier standby back. it's a good thing, because there is a stong possibility that I won't be able to come home next weekend, and thus I would not have been able to see her for another three weeks. but hopefully I won't have to stay the weekend, because I already don't like how things are going on the project, and forcing me to work a weekend onsite wouldn't be one of the ways I would try to increase my satisfaction. [update @15:48] yeah, it was great seeing lorie for the few hours I had to spend with her, I even got to sleep for an hour before having to leave for my flight this (monday) morning. we got some food from shangrila and I showed her the wii, but she wasn't excited about it. probably because she was tired. we do, however, have 4 controllers now, and 3 nunchuks... lorie mentioned something about nintendo stopping shipping for a while, but that doesn't matter now I don't think... anyhow, gotta get back to work... [/update @15:53]

so I've decided to take a new view on things. one, stop letting stuff at work bug me as much.

this task is more difficult than it seems. ideally, I would quit and find a job that pays just as much with none of the traveling, none of the stress, and sane work hours. the problem is, if such a jobs exists, I don't know where to start looking to find it, I don't know if 'd be qualified for it, and in the end, work in general sucks.

two, I've decided that once I get the jlp back up, it will be monthly. frankly, I'm tired of creating additional pressure on a life that seems to have nothing but - except those few rare moments when I can escape. this is most probably the reason why I chose to take a follower role or a less punctual approach when dealing with things when I'm not getting paid for them. take my time when I have the time to take it, because i'm not allowed to take my time when someone decides that you can do a job in a third of the time because that someone said that it could be done, when in reality it shouldn't be done that way, but hey that someone needed to make a sale so damn the worker bees. other things that will go to monthly. blogging. yeah, no time. like I said, i'm only waiting for my laundry to finish right now.

three. bills. those suck. they come monthly too, but that's not my choice. I just have to make sure they get paid.

crap.

I gotta go do that right now.