I've got this pain in my neck that I've had since sunday morning.
blah blah blah...
"but beware. anger, fear, aggression. the dark side are they. once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny."
I took a really hot shower this morning, so hot my skinned turned pink. I was thenceforth able to move my neck around in a much greater range of movement, but the dull pain still remains...
I'm going to attribute it to lack of sleep, sleeping in a bad position, and malnutrition.
that said, I'm going to go back to my apartment, drink a red bull, run, and then eat a chicken soft taco, hard boiled egg whites, iced tea, and maybe some soy milk.
then I will close myself up in my room, put on a movie, and cry myself to sleep.
... ... ...
Mr. Newberry: Did I have you figured wrong?
Martin Blank: I don't know - I mean I hope so.
Mr. Newberry: I visualised you in a haze as one of those slackster, flannel-wearing, coffee-house misanthropes I've been seeing in Newsweek.
Martin Blank: No no no, I went the other road. Six figures, doing business with leadpipe cruelty, mercenary sensibility. You know... sports, sex, no real relationships. How about you - how have the years been treating you?
Mr. Newberry: Well you know me Martin - still the same old sell-out, exploiting the oppressed...
Martin Blank: Sure.
Mr. Newberry: Ah what a piece of work is man, how noble... oh fuck it, let's have a drink and forget the whole damn thing.
~grosse pointe blank
