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Something is still terribly wrong with my blog, but I have not the time to switch over to something else... at least for now...

Again, I hardcode the entry using my trusty Notepad, because I feel like blogging about something, anything, because at any random moment I could possibly explode from boredom, insanity, anxiety, annoyance, incredulity, or stress.

the funny thing is, stress is probably the least of my problems, as although I feel pressure, there isn't very much stress here... where I am at this moment. Things move a lot slower here, and so do the people... which isn't bad. it's just different from what I am accustomed. I'm not sure if it is indicative of the rest of the different branches or different levels, but it seems they spend a bit too much money of security, and not enough where it is needed... but maybe it is where it is needed. who knows. (the shadow knows)... in any case, on top of the change of pace... the people are, um, more limited in their world view... not to say that I'm the embodiment of ambassadorship, but I've been around... and there is a thing I'd like to call 'tact' that I rather miss.

Yesterday was all saints day... (never ever have I ever felt so low) I forgot to church... (When you gonna take me out of this black hole) I think the severity of this is compounded by the fact that I was at work until 7:30PM, though as usual (Never ever have I ever felt so sad) by the way, I'm thinking St. Peter is my patron saint... something to do with a feeling I had and then reinforced by the fact that his primary feast day is on my birthday... (I'll keep searching deep within my soul for all the answers, don't wanna hurt no more)

I am going to eventually switch my cms, but I need to have a more consistent internet connection at my apt... it seems that I have been unwittingly stealing my internet connection from neighbors because there isn't a community or apartment wide wireless connection as I thought, and the housing team lied to me when they said I had an internet connection... the bastards... that and I cannot fathom having to use dial-up again...

By the way - brisk ice tea and white chocolate on an empty stomach... not recommended for a long car ride - and if you have to go... PLEASE, GO AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!

there is an exorbitant amount of candy around the office... I've been eating a lot of it... a lot of chocolate, a lot of taffy, a lot a lot a lot... I'll just get fat, it's the one vice left when you're dead meat... (there that's her. Maureen? Mimi! I should go, and it's beginning to snow!)

babiegoose [still] out until this thing gets switched...