Wednesday, May 14, 2008


But now we must celebrate and rejoice, because your brother was dead and has come to life again; he was lost and has been found. ~Luke 15:32
posted @ 14:02 by ryan in [ Heart on a sleeve ]

It's been a long road, gettin from there to here...

a lot has changed in the almost 8 months since I've blogged... too much to recap... I'm sure other people have done so.

Even in my own eyes I know I've changed. reading through a lot of the blogs I posted (and didn't post) I've found that a lot of the anger and frustration that I felt are no longer there... only to replaced with different feelings - some similar, other vastly different.

I've since discovered web 2.0 - many aspects of which I like, many which I do not like. bring us together by keeping us apart. ironic, no?

I've come to terms with my life - and how I will choose to live it.

I've come to terms with my career - and how I will choose to handle it.

nothing is perfect, I don't think it ever will be - but I know where I want to be, because I know I'm not there...

but life isn't a sprint... it's a marathon. We can't have things right when we want them, if only to teach us that things attained easily are things easily forgotten. there is no cheat code or FAQ walk-through for life.

I'm pretty sure no one has it all figured out. because if they did, they would have probably boxed it, mass produced it, and sold it to the highest bidder.

I'd probably be in line to buy it if I was convinced...

I think I'll try to keep blogging again... I haven't been keeping up with anyone's blog... I'm sure that my links are hopelessly out of date.

the layout is probably dated as well...

but as with everything, there is only time to do so much... and I haven't been using my time as wisely as I would like.

I just have to remember that we weren't meant for this world... this world is not the end.

if I can keep that in mind and my focus on the things that really matter... everything will be alright in the end.

I will see my dreams come alive at last...
I will touch the sky...