I hate feeling wretched.
I feel that way sometimes.
not fun.
being scolded.
that makes me feel wretched.
disappointed looks.
feeling wretched.
seeing lorie upset.
wretched.
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the line in which I feel wretched is thin, almost invisible. this line exists between apathy, which is just past sadness and concern, and anger.
I don't like disapppoint people.
I don't like getting scolded.
when I get both, it really sucks.
the only thing that might be worse in my experience is getting both and it upsetting lorie.
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I'm over it.
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I got to the hotel, got upgraded to a one-bedroom sweet.
and then I ate a jr bacon cheeseburger.
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I just ate another.
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now, I am going to sit on the couch and think about working out.
because if I think about it, it's almost as if I'm doing it, right?
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I am going to stop this train of thought now. because I believe that if I make any more deep revelations, I might cause a shift in the paradigm of current intellectual thought.
I don't think people are ready for that shift...
just yet.
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don't worry, I will regale you with the exploits of my next meal and next day's activities.
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I know you are the end edge of your seat. you'd have to be... expecially if you made it this far into this blog.
Monday, October 01, 2007
I would glady pay you tuesday...
posted @ 22:03 by ryan in [ What the...? ]
