but you know that warm feeling of OH CRAP! which washes over you like a wave after you know you just messed up and now you are trying to figure out how to fix it as fast as possible, and in that moment your whole world seems like it could possibly be in another universe where the normal rules of physics do not apply and you can somehow magically fix everything by hitting an undo button or something but in the very next instant you know you cannot, so then there is an instant of panic where you think the whole world is gonna end, and then the next instant you realize that it probably won't be that bad and then...
well, then you look again, and you realize that you didn't mess anything up and that whole instant (or three) seemed like an eternity, and somehow it was, but it really wasn't, but then all you are left with is relief that you didn't screw something up, as well as the aftermath of all of the feelings that you felt in such a miniscule amount of time.
sometimes, those feelings are so strong and they linger long after their full effects are felt.
if I could bottle that feeling, I bet I could blow up mountains.
yeah. not cool.
Friday, March 16, 2007
not that I did...
posted @ 11:34 by ryan in [ What the...? ]
