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it is may.

it has been for a week now.

it is 2006.

it has been for a little over four months now...

here are a few things that have become "normal", although I do not remember when they became so...

my body doesn't heal nearly as fast. since I've stopped working out I've noticed an increase in several vital statistics. since I've stopped stretching [period] I've noticed a decrease in my flexibility.

I can't drink heavily four nights in a row and expect to function correctly the following mornings... of course, I'm not sure that I could ever do that because during the time period that I thought I was capable, it probably was more the fact that I didn't have to do anything [like work or school] the next morning, so essentially I could have just slept through the mornings thus avoiding noticing how bad they would have been...

I enjoy not going to the bar and not coming home smelling like smoke and not having an $80 plus bar tab...

I enjoy sleeping with my spouse. I enjoy not having the alarm wake me up in the morning. I would like very much to not talk to neighbors who like to complain about noise, about the lawn, about blah blah blah because they have nothing better to do than take care of their lawn or sleep.

I enjoy home cooked food, spending time with my family, and not paying for gas...

I enjoy vacation. I enjoy zero stress.

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on that note.

later!

there are things that just typically happen, over and over and over...

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it is typical for kimmie to pick me up from the airport, and when we are on the way back to my house, around exit 22 she will accuse me of burping or farting in her car, when every time it is the landfill we are passing...

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it is typical that I will snooze from 6:35am to 7:45am. The hope is I get up at 6:35am to get the day started early, but I am typically too lazy and wake up at 7:45am in a rush to get to work on time.

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it is typical that my leftovers from lunch become my dinner.

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it is typical that I find myself thinking that I would rather be at home with lorie than be platinum elite anything

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it is typical for me to fall asleep to adult-swim when I am away. it is typical for me to fall asleep to nbc when I am home.

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it is typical for people to blog about superficial, yet amusing things or rant about thing that are upsetting them. those things are easy to give away... it is very hard to put yourself out there on a deep level when you know the people who are reading...

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it is typical for me to veg out on friday morning because I just like to "be" and be home...

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it is typical for me to make sweeping generalizations about many things, because intimacy requires effort and effort leads to stress and stress...

well... stress sucks.

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I'm into meditation now. I support any belief that says nondoing is the best thing you can do for yourself. My mom's been saying I'm lazy, but it turns out I'm just Buddhist.

HAHAHAHAHA!

So SUCK IT!

Thats not very Buddhist, but I only read the first chapter...