Tuesday, July 26, 2005


and I don't want the world to see me...
posted @ 21:12 by ryan in [ Heart on a sleeve ]

I used to be young... I guess I still am by some standards...

I used to want to go out all the time... I guess I still do once in a while...

I used to be frivolous and naive... I guess I still... well... maybe I'm still both...

we barely talk anymore. I usually get home, late, and turn on the TV, because I'm too hungry to go work out, I'm too lazy to get dinner, and my left overs from lunch seem to be perfectly fitting...

we almost never go out together... there are just some things that I want to do, and I really don't like the movie theater that is across the street... (even though I've never really been in it) but it's more the fact that I don't feel like going to the movies on a weekday...

it seems like we are drifting apart... maybe it's an age thing... maybe it's a regional thing... maybe it's because we share a name...

or maybe it's the fact that we just have almost nothing in common...

besides the name thing...

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but he's got one of those personalities that will probably get on my nerves...

like my roommate my freshman year of college...

granted, he's only been around for two weeks.

but that might be enough time for me to start to just ignore him.

because really...

I just don't feel like it's gonna work out between us...

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that, and the fact that I will probably be gone in a short enough amount of time that it really won't be worth the effort...

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but the again, I've known people for even shorter amounts of time, and it was totally worth the effort and I still think about them, to this very day...

I just don't remember their names.

:-P

I don't think that they'd understand...