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I'm really in the mood for breakfast right now.

maybe because it's lunch... maybe it's because this protein bar I'm eating has a bad after taste...

I have no idea why, but I'd really like some bacon... I've noticed that it's really hard to get decent bacon at fast food places.

I think they should make a crispy bacon stick... kind of like a slim jim, but bacon. but it can't taste like the imitation bacon bits, because those are too salty.

you know what? I'm not sure, but I think I remember trying to eat rice with the imitation bacon bits. I don't think it was all that bad, besides the fact that I had to balance out the saltiness of four or five imitation bacon bits with about two spoonfuls of rice...

I was probably in college, and I don't think I did it more than once. it could very well have been during summer vacation when I was in highschool and I was just too lazy to cook.

they should make these rice balls with something type of meat or vegetable in the middle so you can have a meal to go. you know, add some salt so that it helps preserve it a little better, make it a little moist so that it doesn't dry out in your lunch box. Oh! better yet, they should also but individual sections in the lunch box, so you can separate the rice from fruit or veggies or even some type of meat. they could even put a lid on it and put a picture or something - you know, to help market it. maybe even putting a place where you can put a cup or something so you can have something to drink too...

when I say "they", I really mean "someone"...

but who am I kidding. it'll never happen. I'll have to make my own sectioned lunch box and take it with me... I guess I'll have to keep throwing money away to get something to drink.

they have drinks in a machine, but they don't have pre-wrapped bacon...

"well... can you blame them?"

yeah!

grande caffé mocha with caramel, extra hot(a.k.a caramel mocha, a.k.a I have to explain it at least twice if the person behind the counter is an idiot)

I get sleepy at work around 2:30 - 3:00 - if we were in Spain there would be seista or something - but we are not. we are in the country where it is typical for yuppie scum to overwork themselves, "complain" (a.k.a brag) about how much overtime they have to do and then essentially knock what at first seem to be an awesome hourly wage to something more along the lines of what the typical GAP or McDonald's employee makes. But at least we get benefits, right?

eh. I'm not complaining about being overworked though - because, right now, I'm not. I'm more in a waiting mode, which can be boring at times.

so I go to starbucks. I get my $4 drink at around 2:30, so by the time I get back I can move my car to the visitor lot, so I don't have to walk the three blocks to the contractor parking lot in the cold in the dark. it's usually gone by the time I pull into the client site, and I'm wired and jittery for the next 90 minutes, at least.

which is good. at least I won't be prone to fall asleep when the clients are still in the building. what is depressing though is that it gets dark so quickly nowadays that I feel like I should go to sleep right when I get back to the apartment... (as of late, usually around 8pm or 8:30pm) but then I have trouble sleeping so I'm awake again around 11pm and up until 2am either reading or playing video games or sleeping - you't think I'd do something more productive, but I'm so lethargic that late at night and I have no one to really motivate me (and it can't be done remotely)

you know what would be really cool? if I could drive out to boston or nyc for a night - except driving for a few hours to hang for a few hours isn't really my thing...

bored now...

going to play x-men legends - (I like gambit)...

should you catch him buzzin' round you, keep away...