Thursday, August 05, 2004


the calm before the storm...
posted @ 07:12 by ryan in [ To-do list... ]

when I get to the office early, there is a lull...

the white noise generators are not on just yet and the air is stagnant because they have turned off the air conditioner.

it is quiet.

and I can focus and unfocus at the same time... of course, I have to attend the meeting that has pulled me into the office as early as this...

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it is a lot like our wedding...

I actually was fine... not nervous about anything, really...

until last night.

when everyone was like "We have to do this.", "Did you do this?", "When are we going to do this."...

and I am freaking out on the inside, because once I start multitasking, I tend to spread myself so thin that I cannot possibly be doing anything useful.

my bridal party is spread through the reaches of the earth... or, rather, the midwest...

my bride is out of state.
our guestlist needs to be compiled.
and I still need to make lists to send out...

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why the hell am I still here typing?