time does that...
and then it pounces on you like a cat on mice... by the way...
five days...
really not all that much...
do you understand how hard it is for me to depend on people?
there are a select few people that I can actually count on to do what I need them to do...
or actually just trust to do what I need them to do...
I think I might have been disappointed to many times by others...
but there are those that continually just come through and through and through...
and sometimes it makes me want to cry...
because sometimes I don't think that I am actually worth that kind of effort...
(other times, my head gets so inflated that I actually expect it... but I am trying to get rid of this character flaw)
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O Divine Master grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled, as to console...
to be understood, as to understand...
to be loved, as to love...
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anyhow... gotta go... I'm looking for a specific girl and I don't know where to look... Read more.
Monday, August 30, 2004
creep...
posted @ 17:50 by ryan in [ A journey into the mind... ]
