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<-- I would like to think that I am not petty... but there are some times when I just cannot justify doing things because certain things can only be endured for so long before you have to just stop.--><--

you know that your life has a purpose, and you would like to believe that your relative position to the different groups to which you are affiliated is a part of that purpose. but being on the outside is not a fun place to be. but here is the catch.

you would like to partake, but you tend overwhelm, because that is who you are. so you hold back just to fit in, but that is not who you are, and not being of the mind that one should change oneself just to try to belong means you would rather just hang loose to see if, instead of trying to insinuate, you are incorporated...

but you are not.

but it is not just one group. it is all groups. it is as if there really is not a place among the masses. so then perhaps as much as you long for a place to belong, really, you do not belong anywhere...

then something funny happens... you realize that there is one other that has made the whole world disappear, the one with whom you can share your life and whose life is shared with you, and that it could very well be that reason that you really do not mind so much that you are skirting along the fringes...

but you would still like to belong...

but then you also see that there are things that bring those other people together, things that are not quite your speed. You are a different creature, because that which interest you does not interest them.

and everyone is busy, but it would be nice to see people make time for you, as you have for them...

but perhaps they do not see it that way.

and maybe you are being a bit too sensitive...

but you cannot help how you feel.-->play nice...

because if you do not follow the rules, who will be the one to set an example?

be nice to stangers...

because sometimes you are a stranger too.