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man... I really need to stop letting work get to me sometimes...

there are times when I think everything is coming down so hard that I stress about it even when I leave work...

ever since I started work I have always made a concerted effort to forget about work when I leave the office... of course support and deadlines make that a problem sometimes, but for the most part, work stays at work...

Anyhow, I was stressing all weekend about stuff at work... taking away from my unwinding from work.

fortunately a poker tournament and mother's day helped alleviate some of that crap for the most part, but I always came back to the stuff I was worried about at work...

I promised myself that I would believe "It is just work... it is just a job..."

I do know that...

but when I think things are my fault, I stress about it until I get it fixed.

that is how I am and how I was...

that is usually not a problem, but when you have a lot of very important eyes on you or if there is a deadline, then it just piles on top of your already teetering stack...

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but I am fine today...

a lot of praying and prioritizing and thinking and examination put things into perspective...

plus some of my problems have been resolved so I do not feel as pressured...

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I need to get some new brown shoes...

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I still have not seen the inside of my sister's house...

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does anyone want to play paintball with me?