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there are many times where I view my life like a movie.

I can see the scenes I am living from the outside.

of course this is a movie that would be quite boring, and probably without audience...

well... maybe One.

In any case, the plot would be filled twists and turn, which to the protagonist, would seem quite perplexing and dramatic, whereas from the perspective of the audience, very predictable and mundane.

While you are living life first person, all of your decisions and situations seem to be so climactic, so momentous...

yet hindsight is 20/20, and it seems so is every other viewpoint greater that the first.

Yes, it was exciting thinking about this, and for all of the hope and fear and wonder, the moment built upon will seem quite silly when the moment arrives and it is less than glorious.

ah...

but there are those true moments.

the ones for the books (and the blogs... although some might argue any moments is for the blogs)...

the ones that everybody remembers (or anybody who is anyone... to me...)

the one whose culmination reaches higher than any expectation, than any hope or dream...

those rock.

I have a couple of those on which I am building.

the movie I am living might be boring and anti-climactic right now... actionless... without drama...

but I always thought character development was key...

and the few main characters in my movie have been more than dynamic...

and I know there are a few obstacles over which the charaters must overcome...


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but then again, I could be blinded by my protagonistic perception.

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but this is a movie where audience participation is essential...

considering the fact that the audience is really in the movie...

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but please, dispose of your trash in the proper receptacles...

and remember...

In case of an emergency... walk, do not run, to the nearest exits...

Thank you for your cooperation.

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[R] Restricted. This movie has been rated R by the Motion Picture Association of America. Under 17 requires accompanying parent or adult guardian.

"I Love You,"

I mean that being with you is all I need to walk into the future unafraid...

I mean that we've become so much a part of one another we can almost read each other's thoughts and hearts...

I mean that you're the best thing that's ever happened to me...

and I know, no matter what, you'll always keep your promise of love...

just as I'll keep mine...